Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i'm sorry at how things have turned out between us.
i guess it was never meant to be right from the start.
had i been more decisive and firm initially, you wouldn't have to go through all this now.
we've very different perspectives, views, goals and beliefs.
after all that i've been through, the way i see things now is entirely different from you.
i guess i should have realised this right from the start.
knowing that things wouldn't work out, i insisted.
believing i could, we could, work things out together.
i knew what i'd believed in was wrong after some time but i remained incredulous.
maybe because i was dealing with things emotionally rather than practically.
it has become more explicit now.
admittedly, i still don't know what i want.
afterall, we don't always get the things we desire.
but what i'm certain is, you can never give me the essential things that i need.
it's too much for someone your age.
and i wouldn't wanna put you in such a difficult situation now.
we're living in different worlds.
in fact, we have been right from the very start.
it's rather apparent and i'm sure you're aware of it.
perhaps its better this way.
instead of holding on to something so different, so far away, release it.
as i've said before, a part of me will always be with you.
you're speacial still.
but sadly, we're not destined.
happy birthday.
take me with you
11:42 PM
